My Abusive (ex) Boyfriend's "Girlfriend"

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  • Here’s proof of my story since y’all wanna doxx me over this shit.

    illymationillymationPrije 6 mjeseci
    • This is like a documentary

      Anais CárdenasAnais CárdenasPrije 2 dana
    • Hahah I remember when my teacher kissed me.i am not to speak of that

      beware the plasticbeware the plasticPrije 3 dana
    • @Rudy 13. a 13 year old. young and thought she was in love. she knows he did it because they planned and met in person, that kind of thing doesn’t hold up in court unfortunately. the American court system *and every court system in general* is super messed up. plus, she was groomed and used, she thought he was good. you can’t blame a 13 year old for that. as she got older it was how she was raised. it was what she knew. she wasn’t taught better.

      Quinn P.Quinn P.Prije 3 dana
    • @Rudy They didn't believe her, which is why he isn't in jail. She has proof, but not a strong enough case against him. Guilty until proven innocent.

      alexalexPrije 3 dana
    • @ÒwÓ Crəature honestly don’t care for the name

      Kaos the hedgehog HodgeKaos the hedgehog HodgePrije 4 dana
  • Man, Animators have been through stuff! Like I forgot how many animators I have watched before about these kind of subjects. But this is something I need to add to my memory.

    457 Gaming457 GamingPrije 7 sati
  • Dating for 6 years. One lives in Canada and visits every few months. That's exactly how my situation is.. I feel for Holly and Kitt. I hope they can live together soon. The distance is the worst part, but the reunion is so amazing. Hope they're doing well.

    Sugary SweetSugary SweetPrije 10 sati
  • 1 like 1,000 hits for Harris 👇

    Mark RamosMark RamosPrije 10 sati
  • Most people: I feel so so bad Me: I feel so bad........OH HE THINKS HES COOL AND THATS HIS NATURE OH I'LL SHOW YOU COOL YOU PIECE OF CRA-

    Creator Tator AnimatorCreator Tator AnimatorPrije 14 sati
  • Ya know when he started insulting himself and calling himself pathetic and stuff at least he *wasn't wrong*

    JiksaeJiksaePrije dan
  • If I see him I will make him commit not breath

    JakeJakePrije dan
  • Hey illy, I don't think you should do anything Shane Dawson Style. Really.

    Neo Conker626Neo Conker626Prije dan
  • Can I spam simp to him

    Miho NishzumiMiho NishzumiPrije dan
  • OMG, Boba Guys and J-Town? That is so fun!

    Claire FungClaire FungPrije 2 dana
  • Little message to Harris: *Keep your crusty musty dirty unwashed hands off our girl >:(*

    • Mel •• Mel •Prije 3 dana
  • You go girl you do what you need to do

    Nicole BoyesNicole BoyesPrije 3 dana
  • I know this has nothing to do with the subject of the video, but does anyone really know tne name of the song?

    Yellow LetterYellow LetterPrije 3 dana
  • *25 k of us strongly disliking harris*

    Mac CheeseMac CheesePrije 3 dana
  • it warms my heart to know that he is a distant memory, and you can look back on it and reflect

    Sullivan Baczynski-bruceSullivan Baczynski-brucePrije 3 dana
  • the clip when illy and holly first meet and hug : me: im not crying u are.....

  • 6:18 this is morse code.

    • D E V I L •• D E V I L •Prije 3 dana
    • do you know what it measn

      XXTentoesXXTentoesPrije 3 dana
  • I cant wait for when Harris is actually proven guilty and goes to jail for hopefully a life sentince (I think I spelled that wrong)

    Funtime Chica The QueenFuntime Chica The QueenPrije 3 dana
  • Even scarier Harris planned to manipulate these little girls and even making the plan fall together and make them not meet each other but they both managed to break to wall and find each other

    Oof girlOof girlPrije 3 dana
  • Dude I have that same blue mic

    Tristan HankeyTristan HankeyPrije 4 dana
  • you should have a documentary. or a netflix series.

    NotOverHere right?NotOverHere right?Prije 4 dana
  • Ahhh the good old days before COVID no masks oh how I miss those times

    Gaming For FunGaming For FunPrije 4 dana
  • Next episode: we rented a volcano- guess what we did with it?!??!?!

    AKA Chicken NuggetsAKA Chicken NuggetsPrije 5 dana
  • 3 girls... whose lives Haris has changed forever... THREE GIRLLSSSS My sister was the third girl... very similar story...

    Madeline ArdoinMadeline ArdoinPrije 5 dana
  • Was it bean memes with beans skinny or the frog or something like dat cuz it could have been my friend he's 23 I think that's what he told me I know he's lying

    DaGalaxywolfy ClarkeDaGalaxywolfy ClarkePrije 5 dana
  • I watched the videos on harris I felt so bad for you and I won't say if harris did something to me I'll be mean to him or things like that instead I feel like I would need a lot of help so if anyone sees this and is going through the same thing just tell people in your life about it and I know it'll be hard even if maybe I don't get it because I've never been through it just please try your best

    Adilia MiradilAdilia MiradilPrije 5 dana
  • Once I get my hands on a deathnote, Harris is the first name I'm writing. 🙂

    obito uchihaobito uchihaPrije 5 dana

    KuromiKuromiPrije 5 dana
  • tip for holly put your phone on do not disturb if it existed at that time

    Desislava ApostolovaDesislava ApostolovaPrije 6 dana
  • Everyone is hating on Harris, but. I DON'T CARE, END HIM

    MindONickMindONickPrije 6 dana
  • HARIS: wHaT DiD l Do Me:╭∩╮(ಠ_ಠ)╭∩╮

    R MR MPrije 6 dana
  • Not gonna lie that’s a cute puppet

    MLGMAX 64MLGMAX 64Prije 6 dana
  • my preschool boyfriend was 13. he told e many mean things and then left me. His name was gavin and i hate him.

    Himawari jagaimoHimawari jagaimoPrije 6 dana
  • i am joking but pls show harris

    Shlok MimaniShlok MimaniPrije 7 dana
  • Dude you hate harris. Pls show his house and adress and himself. I have guys there they will ruin his life

    Shlok MimaniShlok MimaniPrije 7 dana
    • Dude if she did that she would be persecuted for leaking personal info but i too share the need to break his kneecaps

      Mr DictionaryMr DictionaryPrije 7 dana
  • They should all team up and beat Harris uppppp they will go mr.clean on him!

    Isla McFaddenIsla McFaddenPrije 9 dana
  • How much I feel it , when I was 12 my boyfriend was 25 and no one actually told me that was wrong . I was so proud to have an adult interested it me , what a full ! I am sorry that happened to you , those types of guys need to stay away from young girls

    Джесси БарлингеймДжесси БарлингеймPrije 9 dana
  • dab

    Nate.LNate.LPrije 9 dana
  • I'm guessing they are friends now

    Nadine MoktefiNadine MoktefiPrije 9 dana
  • 1 like equals one heart attack for Harus

    Boba_bearBoba_bearPrije 10 dana
    • Omg Haris*

      Boba_bearBoba_bearPrije 10 dana
  • Next video we got sum steroids You know what is happening next sooooooooo

    Alfredo CastroAlfredo CastroPrije 10 dana
  • This is Harris 😐 -l- /\ , This Lily’s POV I know the rules and so do I say goodbye 10 nukes and 15 gun shot wounds on Skiny Harris

    Alfredo CastroAlfredo CastroPrije 10 dana
  • You are so strong for doing this :D

    Alex NeyerAlex NeyerPrije 10 dana
  • I am so glad the entirety of youtube hates this TERRIBLE MAN. He definitely deserves a punishment that large.

    Ricky OronaRicky OronaPrije 11 dana
  • Hopefully your not racist. I have no idea why I said taht

    Mister EvroMister EvroPrije 11 dana
    • Wtf?! What a random comment-

      Amity BlightAmity BlightPrije 6 dana
    • The heck would you try to accuse something like that of her? Especially on a video like this? Tf

      Mew Lover24Mew Lover24Prije 11 dana

    maria robotnikmaria robotnikPrije 11 dana
  • do you still live in California orrr.....

    Van TranVan TranPrije 12 dana
  • why did you not block Harris at first? he was a a stranger

    Van TranVan TranPrije 12 dana
    • You aren’t blocking me for responding now, are you?

      Amity BlightAmity BlightPrije 6 dana
    • @Mr Dictionary yeah I know Harris sucks

      Van TranVan TranPrije 7 dana
    • @Van Tran again at first he was just complimenting her art

      Mr DictionaryMr DictionaryPrije 7 dana
    • @Mr Dictionary then uh tell her parents or friends about him

      Van TranVan TranPrije 7 dana
    • Because 👏🏻 She 👏🏻 was 👏🏻 a 👏🏻 child 👏🏻 she didn’t have the mental capacity to do that, someone was just complimenting her on her art, this is the basis of child grooming

      Mr DictionaryMr DictionaryPrije 7 dana
  • This needs to be a story on CNN

    Some iconic Animation guySome iconic Animation guyPrije 12 dana
    • Ikr

      Amity BlightAmity BlightPrije 6 dana
  • I wonder if Harris.. Ya know... Killed himself, i mean i hate him but i hope he didnt do it

    Keyan GroblerKeyan GroblerPrije 12 dana
    • Yeah because if he killed himself he wouldn’t be able to rot in solitary confinement for years

      Amity BlightAmity BlightPrije 6 dana
    • Yeah because then he couldn’t go to jail

      Mr DictionaryMr DictionaryPrije 7 dana
  • Illy was rocking that backpack b4 all the vsco girls even DARED

    Elmo StreetElmo StreetPrije 12 dana
  • I hope Harris steps on legos barefoot the rest of his life

    Julio PaulinoJulio PaulinoPrije 12 dana
    • Lol yes

      Amity BlightAmity BlightPrije 6 dana
  • Why m i getting jaiden animation face reveal vibe?

    Josifina ValerioJosifina ValerioPrije 13 dana
  • Oh boy...

    Roger Lizardi 3rdRoger Lizardi 3rdPrije 15 dana
  • Love ur montage

    Katelyn Jansen-RustinKatelyn Jansen-RustinPrije 15 dana
  • Ok has any police or any law enforcing person seen this video cause you need to put haris in jail you the power to put him in jail you have the power to make him stop doing these hanis crimes you have the proof you have evidence why aren't you doing anything why are you just letting this go bye why aren't trying look I know I should try to do something but I can't do anything I'm only a kid your an adult that can put an end to these kind of things so do something and stop these things from happening the only thing I can do is spread the word and warn people and comment so please you have the power to put an end to this

    BluefireBluefirePrije 15 dana
    • Statute of limitations, also prosecuting someone takes lots of money and time. Which would mean she’d have to put her life on hold and having to be reintroduced to your abuser can be very damaging

      Mr DictionaryMr DictionaryPrije 7 dana
  • Me to Harris: oh look there's a gun pointing at you

    Joel VargasJoel VargasPrije 15 dana
  • Can we all just ask, WHERE THE HECK IS HARIS RITE NOW!? and can a murder him?

    Cat DemonicCat DemonicPrije 15 dana
  • Sorry illy isn’t here anymore only Shane Dawson

    andrewanimatesandrewanimatesPrije 15 dana
  • Jaiden: anorexia Illy: s*xual abuse Mazz : racism Adam : racism and bullying Tabbes : abuse Pantsless pajama : abuse Let me explain studios: depression Alex Tim and James: .•_•. -_- * _*

    buffy dimockbuffy dimockPrije 16 dana
  • Harris -I’m pathetic Me and everyone in the comments -Go jump of a microwave then into the blender at 180

    Genesis VelasquezGenesis VelasquezPrije 16 dana
  • Haris needs to be forced to slide down a banister made of razor blades, then put into an Iron Maiden

    Deanna BaeDeanna BaePrije 16 dana
  • Gotta love when we could travel

    Kwame Asante-AddoKwame Asante-AddoPrije 16 dana
  • You made me sad but your video is cool 😎

    Science Stuff with Ms GScience Stuff with Ms GPrije 16 dana
  • Harris appearing must be like: One Winged Angel commences

    The green deityThe green deityPrije 16 dana
    • Estunas Interis, Ira Vehementi Estunas Interis, Ira Vehementi SEPHIROTH........ SEPHIROTH

      MindONickMindONickPrije 6 dana
  • Let's all go and remove his knee caps, that will be fun.

    C .RC .RPrije 16 dana
    • I’m in where’s the baseball bat?

      Mr DictionaryMr DictionaryPrije 7 dana
    • Couldnt agree more

      Cat DemonicCat DemonicPrije 15 dana
  • now i wanna see what harris looks like

    TORVEXTORVEXPrije 16 dana
  • I hope haris burns eternally in hell 🤬🤬🤬🤬haris

    sssladebladesssladebladePrije 16 dana
  • This is illys 1st crepe..... She liked it

    BonkerzBonkerzPrije 17 dana
  • I’ll be writhing that trash dudes name in my book 😃........✍️😁 ok welp *CuTeLy closes book to reveal it to be labeled “Death Note”* ah yes :)

    Soft_froggoSoft_froggoPrije 17 dana
  • Did anyon3 notic3 that illy touched the outside of the plane like Rebecca from Let Me Explain Studios

    Laura CoteffLaura CoteffPrije 17 dana
  • The , & / might have been morse code

    swicleswiclePrije 17 dana
    • he’s too dumb

      lolzlolzPrije 16 dana
  • Omg oct 15 is my bday and I can’t believe it happens on may bday in 2018

    Veronica SadovskaVeronica SadovskaPrije 17 dana
  • I appreciate the music tbh

    katlego masoeukatlego masoeuPrije 17 dana
  • Plot twist: some stranger in the background was haris

    vector vectorvector vectorPrije 18 dana
  • Hey illy! Do you know where Harris lives?

    Myhusbandis_william AftonMyhusbandis_william AftonPrije 18 dana
    • for no reasonnnnnn🤗🔫

      lolzlolzPrije 16 dana
  • Imagine being able to meet people in public without masks Those were the days

    Liam GLiam GPrije 18 dana
  • Why didn’t you like block the number or somthin?

    Naruto UzumakiNaruto UzumakiPrije 19 dana
    • Mr Dictionary is correct, also when she tried as she got older he continued to create more phone numbers to contact her.

      Amity BlightAmity BlightPrije 6 dana
    • Because 👏🏻 She 👏🏻 was 👏🏻 a 👏🏻 child 👏🏻 she didn’t have the mental capacity to do that, someone was just complimenting her on her art, this is the basis of child grooming

      Mr DictionaryMr DictionaryPrije 7 dana
  • harris is a horriable and needs to stop and get eaten alive by a shark I hope u okay illy

    Soraya BroussardSoraya BroussardPrije 19 dana
  • No one should go through the stuff you went through

    Becky DisherBecky DisherPrije 19 dana
  • May Harris forever be cursed with wet socks, a paper cut, a hangnail, and every time he walks into his kitchen or living room to get something, he stubs his toe.

    I’m Anonymous NowI’m Anonymous NowPrije 19 dana
  • next episode : we ripped haris's limbs off!!!!!

    Katie OswaldKatie OswaldPrije 19 dana
  • You guys are just both so beautiful!

    the spider on your wallthe spider on your wallPrije 19 dana

    Alessandra JensenAlessandra JensenPrije 19 dana
  • can we talk about the dog. just... *floofy boi*

    Logan O'Connell26Logan O'Connell26Prije 19 dana
  • me when i remember that haris is still out there: *sharpens knife*

    Logan O'Connell26Logan O'Connell26Prije 19 dana
    • Me: Grabs AK-47

      Jack BoonJack BoonPrije dan
    • Me: Grabs chainsaw

      Pheonix WrongPheonix WrongPrije 14 dana
    • Me: joins in

      Cat DemonicCat DemonicPrije 15 dana
  • will you animate her story

    artboy animadicartboy animadicPrije 19 dana
  • A lot of it is not a choice, there’s so much more you don’t understand about the psychology of people like this, I don’t expect you to understand, in fact I don’t think you’re quite capable of understanding

    Gacha WilliamGacha WilliamPrije 19 dana
    • @Eggu yea you’d be reasonably entitled to attempt to do such a thing, I couldn’t see myself defending something like what Harris did because it’s just not right but to be fair and as positive as I can, I do think a lot of the attention should go towards making sure people don’t do this anymore and that we can make sure that if such a scenario is being addressed to the public that we should probably take a look at it

      Gacha WilliamGacha WilliamPrije 14 dana
    • @Gacha William oh thanks for explaining. I was so ready to throw your self-esteem in the trash then lmao

      EgguEgguPrije 15 dana
    • @Eggu guys like these don’t just go and do this all for no reason, there’s most likely something that is going with Harris that likely reinforced some of what he did, not that it makes it an excuse or that it makes it ok for him to do something like this but I’m almost certain that something has to have ended up happened during his lifetime to have made him do the things he does

      Gacha WilliamGacha WilliamPrije 15 dana
    • @Eggu not at all, she’s completely in the right for every action she has taken up at this point, and she’s not at all to blame for this shit, What Harris did was wrong, and he should own up to it and probably go to rehab so that he doesn’t do this ever again or at least get some counseling because here’s where I disagree with Illy because I know this type of thing, guys like this could have something going on in their life, like you never know is what I’m trying to say, and it is my belief that having this guy get better at who he is as a person is a step in the right direction in my books because it’s better to have him go through a program that has him change things for the better than just have him sit there and watch as people make videos about this which for Illy makes sense since it’s her way of talking about it, however I just know that with exposure like this online shit could get worse and he could end up doing something worse if he’s not at least given some counseling or a rehab program or something like that

      Gacha WilliamGacha WilliamPrije 15 dana
    • Please tell me you're not trying to portray Illy as though she's in the wrong..

      EgguEgguPrije 15 dana
  • Harris out here getting exposed like 👁💧👄💧👁

    Avan_c 28Avan_c 28Prije 19 dana
  • next episode We dropped haris of a haunted building a Chernobyl

    MaTh0xMaTh0xPrije 19 dana
  • not me living in SF and going to the same boba place as them-

    julianne djulianne dPrije 19 dana
  • Guys stop with the commentating on Harris There’s too much for me to like all of them

    DragonpimpwizardDragonpimpwizardPrije 19 dana
    • My hands cramping after liking them

      Mr DictionaryMr DictionaryPrije 7 dana
  • Next episode: We crashed a plane dead center into Haris

    CaidenYTCaidenYTPrije 19 dana
  • She's cool

    The American AdolfThe American AdolfPrije 20 dana
  • I know I shouldn't laugh but on the title your smiling like your killing him 🤣

    Iris CharlesIris CharlesPrije 20 dana
  • Everyone should go spam him

    Jonah FloresJonah FloresPrije 20 dana
  • hi (• - • )

    octoling deepsea metrooctoling deepsea metroPrije 20 dana
  • Wait harris is timtoms friend LMFAO IS THIS AN ANIMATION RELATIONSHIP?

    MsaasMsaasPrije 20 dana
  • I Am Crying Soo sad

    • C I N N A M O N •• C I N N A M O N •Prije 20 dana
  • ****

    Denise FredericksDenise FredericksPrije 20 dana