How I Left My Abusive (ex) Boyfriend

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  • Here’s the proof since people have fucking doxxed me over this. Here’s the shallow report the officer wrote.

    illymationillymationPrije 6 mjeseci
    • I feel bad for u

      Lynn GarrettLynn GarrettPrije 23 sati
    • I’m sorry you have to deal with these people’s shit, it’s so unfair after everything you’ve gone through

      Adele AslanAdele AslanPrije dan
    • I'm so sorry for you we all have your back

      Emily CoxEmily CoxPrije dan
    • Wait you curs-

      Dawson BeveridgeDawson BeveridgePrije 2 dana
    • I believe you

      Zainab The_smol_spirtZainab The_smol_spirtPrije 6 dana
  • Wooper..........

    mcwooper13mcwooper13Prije 25 minuta
  • How you wanted Harris to die is pretty weird

    PandaPandaPrije sat
  • I’m sorry for u

    PandaPandaPrije sat
  • You should’ve dumped him the second you saw him, no the second he told u to send those photos

    PandaPandaPrije sat
  • You better be buffer then Mr. Clean with that attitude! lol

    PandaPandaPrije sat
  • On February 5th 2015 I was turning five

    king slayerking slayerPrije sat
  • *time to snuggle up with my crush/very close friend and watch this* Oh wait.. They prolly don’t like me :( I’mma snuggle with them anyways Wait.. I have COVID.. ;(-

    Ochaco UrarakaOchaco UrarakaPrije 3 sati
  • ✨everything will be ok✨

    Lifeliqe StoriesLifeliqe StoriesPrije 4 sati
  • Me being 10 years old and watching all of these videos over. And over. And over again. I only trust those people on the internet who bond with me like a normal person. I will make sure I’m safe now. I’m sorry you went through this before. I know you want to protect or warn others who were or are as young as you were. I hope you’re doing better now. And stay awesome iliy

    ꧁Floof Studios꧂꧁Floof Studios꧂Prije 5 sati
  • You deserve better!

    Rocio MendezRocio MendezPrije 5 sati
  • The boy should give you flowers not you

    corpse 150corpse 150Prije 6 sati
  • Harris:AgE Is JusT A NumBeR Me:And prison is just a free hotel to stay at

    RosiePie UwURosiePie UwUPrije 8 sati

    Random HumanRandom HumanPrije 10 sati
  • Im so sorry that u had to make that experience and i hope you feel well again 🥰

    Mimi SheperdMimi SheperdPrije 11 sati
  • Imagine if..... Haris: I'll kill myself Ily: K Haris: *Dies* *Roll Credits*

    JiksaeJiksaePrije dan
  • im so sorry that this happened to you! :(

    CharliePlaysRobloxCharliePlaysRobloxPrije dan
  • im just so sorry that this went on for five years...

    Spencer GraySpencer GrayPrije dan
  • That fact that he has a Zelda profile makes me wanna strangle him out of disrespect for the Zelda fans

    Wholesome_HuskyWholesome_HuskyPrije dan
  • If I had the choice to kill one person on the earth with no consequences you all know who I'm going after get the armies ready for real though this is really messed up this guy should rot in prison that would be better I hope this dude goes through hell for the hell you went through he disgusts me anyone like this disgusts me alright Satan get hell ready you got a new person comin

    Jack Plushie PlacesJack Plushie PlacesPrije dan
  • Can I call this a form of kidnapping or some sort of Mind kidnapping that's not even a real thing what am I talking about mind kidnapping is just mental abuse which I can definitely call it 1000000% seriously people like this should be sent to Mars so they can slowly suffocate to death NASA better get on this get them ships ready

    Jack Plushie PlacesJack Plushie PlacesPrije dan
  • He's a f****** piece of s*** they're happy yeah you said to blame on him so there you go

    esteban gutierrezesteban gutierrezPrije dan
  • This is the only thing why i dont like some boys, they just start harassing and doing other things to others and not listening to there victims. PLEASE stop this already, even some of those who have authorities STILL dont believe?! I mean what is your purpose then? Just to investigate theft or murder? Not even gonna help those who are in pain and suffering mentally and physically.

    Daniel Chris MoiketDaniel Chris MoiketPrije dan
  • *Harrison abusing illy* *Me thinking thats coincidently the name of our food type here at my school*

    Your pal, Ares the dudeYour pal, Ares the dudePrije dan
  • "Age is just a number" Oh yeah, you know what else is a number.... *911* Hehe, PLUA STUPID.... AGE IS CLEARLY A WORD.

    Your pal, Ares the dudeYour pal, Ares the dudePrije dan
  • *Claps* No, don’t touch her there, that is her No No square. *Just Don’t*

    ꟻ Moon_Shine ꟻꟻ Moon_Shine ꟻPrije dan
  • The worst part is people don’t understand how hard it actually IS to leave people who have hurt you, no matter boyfriend, parents, best friend.

    Denki :]Denki :]Prije dan
  • 👨🏻🤛Harris this one is for you

    Emma ElizabethEmma ElizabethPrije 2 dana
  • Harris :Imma kill myself if u dont send pic!!!!!!!! Me:BROOoOoOOOOoOO MIgHt AS WeLL BeaCHEEE

    Lillian ScaggsLillian ScaggsPrije 2 dana
  • “Age is just a number” *FBI OPEN UP*

    I do be Dumb thoughI do be Dumb thoughPrije 2 dana
  • Dad: WHY DID YOU SHOOT HIM!? Me: he’s Harris. Dad: shoot him again. And call the cops. Now.

    LittleLolly Pop!LittleLolly Pop!Prije 2 dana
  • Glad that you’re safe now

    urch1n _urch1n _Prije 2 dana
  • Oh no🥺😔😟

    Enkh-Uchral TseveenkhuuEnkh-Uchral TseveenkhuuPrije 2 dana
  • Dai Dai Dai Dai

    Margaretha JahnkeMargaretha JahnkePrije 2 dana
  • This is fake. 🤦‍♂️

    Ditch Compact 卐Ditch Compact 卐Prije 3 dana
    • Says the guy who has a Swastica on his name.

      Just Another RockstarJust Another RockstarPrije 2 dana
  • U didn't left him cuz u still talk about him

    El pana miguelEl pana miguelPrije 3 dana
  • illy's ex: exists me: your free trial of living has ended

    jace kitchenjace kitchenPrije 3 dana
  • i hope you're doing fine now : )

    My_Hero_BakuMy_Hero_BakuPrije 3 dana
  • people: there are no bad people only people who make bad choices me:but what about haris (sorry if i spelled his name wrong) people:ok harris is the one and only exeption

    brice hicksbrice hicksPrije 3 dana
  • Hey so I wanted to try this Almost Closer Na you got a long way Ok well just a little longer Your actually almost there now There you go your done..... Jk There, wait I'm gonna type for 2 more minutes Ok I'm done

    Isaac CusackIsaac CusackPrije 3 dana
    • Damn. That was both frustrating and fun.

      Just Another RockstarJust Another RockstarPrije 2 dana
    • Lol xD

      LucianoLucianoPrije 3 dana
    • Holy crap

      G DogG DogPrije 3 dana
  • Oh I like that that you drew his hair like devil horns Never noticed that before

    Temmy WemmyTemmy WemmyPrije 3 dana
  • Dry this happened to u

    Cute AvacadoCute AvacadoPrije 3 dana
  • police really suck

    bettybettyPrije 3 dana
  • 2:40 WHAT THE FUUU-

    Rolando FrometaRolando FrometaPrije 3 dana
  • "Age is just a number" And prison is just a place

    Sky cloudySky cloudyPrije 4 dana
  • I sorry 😐

    Francisco AmievaFrancisco AmievaPrije 4 dana
  • I’m back for the 2020 chaos

    The Random SoldierThe Random SoldierPrije 4 dana
  • what did hell ever do to derevse harris

    Abigael MyersAbigael MyersPrije 4 dana
    • @Abigael Myers Hell is bad enough trust me

      JiksaeJiksaePrije dan
    • he dosent belong in hell no he belongs somewhere much much much worse

      Abigael MyersAbigael MyersPrije 4 dana

    giant ratgiant ratPrije 4 dana

    Hunter LaFrenaisHunter LaFrenaisPrije 4 dana
  • wow haris being an a****** must be fun

    god fire10god fire10Prije 4 dana
  • If this was my parents would’ve slapped this guy into OBLIVION . I would know

    PatriotPenguinPatriotPenguinPrije 4 dana
    • If I was this girl's father I'd be like Age is just a number but so is 50 caliber

      JiksaeJiksaePrije dan
  • Omg. I feel so sorry for you.

    Tara JamiesonTara JamiesonPrije 4 dana
  • With the power of a makarov pm, I can solve all of these problems

    Boss ManBoss ManPrije 4 dana
  • Me watching this is the most saddest thing I heard I hope that guys burns in hell

    Penelope RyanPenelope RyanPrije 4 dana
  • Discord mods be like

    TomorrowBoyTomorrowBoyPrije 4 dana
  • when he spammed die, i immediately thought of a 10 year old roblox bully who got mad because u killed him

    bored afbored afPrije 4 dana
  • Hey, um.. Illy. I really hope that you see this, but I hope that you can take down this video/edit it in some way, but you're spreading some real misinformation by saying that court won't take text messages as a form of evidence. As long as you are able to prove that the texts are legitimate, they are a genuinely good source of evidence. The reason I bring this up now is because I tried keeping it in mind when going through a recent court case- in which I found out that texts can actually be used. I don't think you should keep this info out because it may misinform others and mess with their chances of winning important cases.

    Grammar NaziGrammar NaziPrije 5 dana
    • @Denki :] while different states have different laws, laws like valid forms of evidence does not vary like how it would among different countries. The officer she spoke to must have been very impatient and shallow to give her this misinformation.

      Grammar NaziGrammar NaziPrije dan
    • @Grammar Nazi Yes but in a certain part of America that may not be allowed as proof

      Denki :]Denki :]Prije dan
    • @Denki :] I'm pretty sure she was in America, where I am.

      Grammar NaziGrammar NaziPrije dan
    • Have you considered wherever she is they won’t?

      Denki :]Denki :]Prije dan
  • illy I’m proud of you

    døzydėęrdøzydėęrPrije 5 dana
  • Age is just a number And so is 911

    SuhaniSuhaniPrije 5 dana
  • Dang

    Juicy SteakJuicy SteakPrije 5 dana
  • 7:30 I don't usually cry or get near crying when I watch things but damn it got close.

    NotOverHere right?NotOverHere right?Prije 5 dana
  • Hope that cop gets fired.

    Hi Hi :PHi Hi :PPrije 5 dana
  • If he was simba would you change your mind-

    m - s h im - s h iPrije 5 dana
  • Harris : I'm gonna jump off a tower Me : do a flip

    *{inotdonutz lol}**{inotdonutz lol}*Prije 5 dana
  • 1:44 - WHAT HAPPEN TO THE DAD EYES AAAAAAAH sorry for mistakes im from Poland

    Barbara BaszakBarbara BaszakPrije 5 dana
  • can we get an f in the chat for illy this should never be done to anyone pls seek help if your being abused

    Desislava ApostolovaDesislava ApostolovaPrije 5 dana
  • This is why I say fuck the police

    George BrownGeorge BrownPrije 6 dana
  • Yells first date was on my birthday. Do I have bad luck then? 0-0

    dolleedolleePrije 6 dana

    Madeline ArdoinMadeline ArdoinPrije 6 dana
  • I will literally find who ever disliked the video. (What is the point of this)

    Jonathan BahngJonathan BahngPrije 6 dana
  • I'm VERY sorry that you had to be in 10 feet of that piece of GARBAGE

    Daniel JosephDaniel JosephPrije 6 dana
  • Thank you for making this now i know what to do and what not to do. Sorry you had to go through all of that.

    SimpleSimplePrije 6 dana
  • Harris is way worser than Demons NO WAY WORSE

    Zainab The_smol_spirtZainab The_smol_spirtPrije 6 dana
  • Ownership and love MUST NOT BE MIXED. Ilyssa he owned you, like, you were his pet. The worst is that you couldn't share your sympathy to a close person. When ownership and love gets mixed, then everything in the relationship gets unstable, even the sustainability. Next time be careful, 'cause of you're one of my favourite youtubers and many of your fans are by your side! :-D

    Emin OkurEmin OkurPrije 6 dana
  • “I don’t like going to that section of the mall anymore” If this isn’t hatred, idk what is. I hate Haris. Nobody, NOBODY should have to go through this. I personally have not been a victim of r@pe, but I do not wish it upon anybody else. It sounds absolutely horrible. You are so strong for living through this and I, as well as many others, are proud of you for surviving this.

    NintendPlays345NintendPlays345Prije 7 dana
  • Illy if I was there with you I'd tell this cop "not caring about the consequences" ARE YOU STUPID THIS CAN RISK PEOPLES LIFE IF YOU ARENT GONNA DO NOT ONE SINGLE THING YOU DONT DESERVE THIS JOB. Then I would dramatically walk out the door. 💜

    Olivia ArambelOlivia ArambelPrije 7 dana
  • the police in this video are idiots

    Jonathan HuffJonathan HuffPrije 7 dana
  • illy i just wanna say it is never your fault this guy is a punk who was taking advantage of u

    Jonathan HuffJonathan HuffPrije 7 dana
  • I'm Jenna ❤

    Connie KileyConnie KileyPrije 7 dana
  • Illymaiton you dont deserve to die people like that are just using you

    Dani AyalaDani AyalaPrije 7 dana
  • Harris: Im gonna jump of this building! The entaire (sorry for bad english) Illymation commuity: NO DON'T Do a backflip first and dive headfirst down in the ground! I apoigize once agin for the bad english im from Sweden

    oli08japoli08japPrije 7 dana
  • ‘Age is just a number’’ And hitler was just a person

    Jude FinnieJude FinniePrije 7 dana
  • You Better Be Buffing With Mr Clean With That Attitude! Best Illy Quote Ever

    Super NetworkSuper NetworkPrije 7 dana
  • 1 like = one punch for Harris

    Deep the SeawingDeep the SeawingPrije 7 dana
  • I would be there with you I would've followed you on your first date to see if it went well and when he did the stuff to you I would come out of the shadows with my sword (yes I have a sword) and tell him " bro I've been recording what you've been doing and your going to jail soon" and then I'll take you and him to the police station and report what happend and show them the video and when he goes to jail I'll take you to the hotel and tell your mother what happened and that you were too scared to tell them that this was going on

    Momtaz BegumMomtaz BegumPrije 7 dana
    • Why the heck do you need a sword to go to the police station... You would just get arrested for having the sword in public. I have swords too and they really aren't great at all for things like this,

      JiksaeJiksaePrije dan
  • I'm so so sorry I can't believe he did that to it's terrible whatever he did to you in that parking garage is wrong and horrible I'm sorry this man is aboustly terrible I'm sorry I really feel terrible words can't describe the anger and sadness I feel in these situations I I know how it feels

    Alexa MalfoyAlexa MalfoyPrije 8 dana
  • There’s a problem in this video and it’s small but still there NO ONE IS BUFFER THAN MR.CLEAN okay period

    JeckuMinJeckuMinPrije 8 dana
  • 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😳😳😳😳😳😢😢😢😢😢😢

    Madison ContrerasMadison ContrerasPrije 8 dana
  • "No one deserves hate, everyone deserves the opportunity to grow.” -Benji Krol

    Angelina SkurteskaAngelina SkurteskaPrije 8 dana
  • Illymation: I can’t trust anyone Me: some times.....I can’t trust anyone else I feel your pain 😔😔😔

    Christopher DChristopher DPrije 9 dana
  • Age is just a number and prison is just a place

    Isla McFaddenIsla McFaddenPrije 9 dana
    • Damn right!

      Deep the SeawingDeep the SeawingPrije 8 dana
  • Im’ sorry dear 🥺😠😡

    Lauren FeltnerLauren FeltnerPrije 9 dana
  • Nono don't touch me there this my no no square

    fire wolffire wolfPrije 9 dana
  • Girl it's understandable your confuse you were young it's ok we make mistake specially when your an adolescence but you learn and move on depending on how scarring your mistake is.

    Peter FelicianoPeter FelicianoPrije 10 dana
  • Hey I love memes and all but c'mon guys, really

    OkamiOkamiPrije 10 dana

    3partssteel Ironman3partssteel IronmanPrije 10 dana
  • That’s why you eat there soul

    Teresa OwensTeresa OwensPrije 10 dana
  • if youre in this situation all i can say is that this is not love. i had a bf that used to fake su!cide and tell me he's gonna k!ll himself and that i was the only one who could talk him out of it snd he would make me stay up late at night worrying about whether or not he died and if it was my fault. He used to brag about all his attempts and I didn't think that was odd because I was also 13 (he was 14 he was underage too) he didnt s3xually abuse me though so I don't think any of this is abuse. I was afraid of him near me, I was intimidated by him. I am now in a healthy relationship and he is my best friend I trust him and he is nothing like this and I'm so glad for this. There is someone here for you that isn't going to hurt you, it will all be okay.

    evie graceevie gracePrije 10 dana
  • “Oh I can kick your butt!” -illymation

    シBxllaシシBxllaシPrije 10 dana