Beautiful? - original song || illymation

you're loved more than you know. LYRICS AND CREDITS BELOW:
I fall apart on the floor in the kitchen
You're always there, I don't wanna make you listen
I'd rather do it on my own, try to fix it
Cuz maybe this time it'll be different
Y'know, I've been burned before
You walk over to my door
Late at night when I knew better
The air was getting colder
You saw what I did to my shoulder
Late at night when I knew better
But you say "you're beautiful"
And who'da known that I'd believe it?
But that's the way it goes
That's the way it goes
I'd like to say it'll go away with time
But it never really fades on this inside
What's the point when it's all in your mind?
It's a fight every day to stay alive
And I've tried eight years
To conquer all my fears
But they got worse
Maybe I don't deserve
To feel happy in this world
Maybe I deserve to hurt
But you say "you're beautiful"
And who'da known that I'd believe it?
But that's the way it goes
That's the way it goes
But if you saw me on the street you wouldn't know
Cuz I'm wearing long sleeves, say I'm cold
It feels bad feeling bad and I'm sorry
I'm a wreck and you're fine so what are we?
The overpass is close
No one would even know
And no one would even care
I'll call my mom goodbye
I'm probably make her cry
But I won't be here to care
But she says "You're beautiful
So please don't go
You're loved more than you know
That's why you're beautiful."
And who'da known that's all I needed?
You're beautiful
Do you know?
I hope you see it
And thats the way it goes
That's the way it goes
Ooooo x4
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▶ Cintiq 16 Pro - screen tablet (but I recommend basic cheap pen tablets from Wacom)
▶ Adobe Premiere CC - to edit and compile
- I'm sorry, I'm not available to do lines for videos anymore; I've gotten really busy :(
- I am NOT looking for animation or video help! I appreciate your kindness. I'm not in a place where I need to hire people, not even for free.
#illymation #beautiful

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  • hi guys! Popping in to say, thank you for the support on this and of me, and of all, of yourselves. You have the right to do covers and monetize it - PLEASE record covers! If some weird copyright thing comes up, email me ( and I’ll fix it ASAP. Thank you so much for coming together in this blessed little comment section, and thank you guys for sharing your stories.

    illymationillymationPrije 5 mjeseci
    • I want to say thank you. When I first saw this I was in a really bad time in my life and was cutting myself on a daily basis and it pushed me to stop and get some help so thank you for that

      Swaby CottonSwaby CottonPrije 2 sati
    • 🤗❤️Don't worry it's all ok🤗❤️,and i won't report the video.

      Robbe Ric TaboradaRobbe Ric TaboradaPrije 9 sati
    • Keep this song in mind to anyone who is dealing with depression

      The BTD GroupThe BTD GroupPrije 2 dana
    • Also too brighten the mood beautiful get it get it

      gamecat gamesgamecat gamesPrije 3 dana
    • Email is mail but with e at the beginning isn’t rhat interestinf

      Juicy SteakJuicy SteakPrije 3 dana
  • I didn’t know I was going to cry to this but I did. I’ve been struggling I (thankfully) haven’t cut myself but instead I draw a line and I’ve been thinking of suicide and my parents are really strict and they hate my one and only friend and she is the only one making me want to wake up but I relate to this so much

    HayleysWorldHayleysWorldPrije 3 sati
  • Damn.

    Alexis FrenchAlexis FrenchPrije 4 sati
  • You are so nice and I should not have to feel like this and I love and support u you amazing ❤❤

    justthe kidstabletjustthe kidstabletPrije 5 sati
  • evertime i here this song i want to cry everyone is beautful know matter who you are or what you are just know you are you

    Zoey HorneZoey HornePrije 5 sati
  • Where can I get the sheet music for this

    Declan 2Declan 2Prije 6 sati
  • I hate to admit it, but I was legit making an ocean in my room. Best song ever.

    Dark RacerDark RacerPrije 7 sati
  • Hey, I just wanted to say that I hope you have a good day

    NintenGril 101NintenGril 101Prije 8 sati
  • Thank you For being here ❤️

    Mrs milkshakeMrs milkshakePrije 10 sati
  • Suicide isn't ending your's passing it on to someone else. To whomever reads this comment, I wanna tell you, that I know it can hurt a lot, but you need to get through this. Because, even if you don't think it's true, there will always be someone who's hurting if they lose you. And if no one you know cares, I will. I care for you, and I hope you feel better. Because depression isn't a joke. It hurts.

    Viha TrivediViha TrivediPrije 11 sati
  • Literally, if you disliked this, something is wrong with you.

    Crazy GrapeCrazy GrapePrije 12 sati
  • This was so sad made me think differently about me

    Shiv PatelShiv PatelPrije 17 sati
  • Wow just wow

    Saiko_ WeeboSaiko_ WeeboPrije 18 sati
  • I literally cried watching this video, no joke. She has a beautiful voice too. I almost got to the point of shanking *family friendly* myself but I just couldn’t, I couldn’t hurler my family and friends like that...

    A&E Henderson-SmithA&E Henderson-SmithPrije 20 sati
  • There are people lucky enough out there, who pressed like, not bc they can relate, but because they appreciate how strong you are. Myself included. So go on, even if you feel weak to do that. You’re always loved.

    GigiGigiPrije 21 sat
  • Probably too late so none are gonna see this but still. There are so many people in this world. Artists, singers, performers, lovers, friends, familie, anyone. And we all want to connect with others. And ethen though it might be hard to see that sometimees we do have people who care around us. And with people like Illy who create and share their creativity with others..... They made connections that they dont really know about. For them we are sometimes just numbers or people they See at cons. For us they are idols and rolemodels. We look up to them. We RELATE to them. Because we are all humans and we all have pain inside of us. And thats okay. Because of things like HRclubs we can find each other and then we arent alone anymore.

    Random ShiroRandom ShiroPrije 23 sati
  • This hits home I know this felling way to well I worked so hard to get out of that dark horrible place just to fall back in

    Alexa MalfoyAlexa MalfoyPrije dan
  • did you have a kid

    Dingo7493Dingo7493Prije dan
  • I recently came out as bisexual. I have been dealing with a lot of stress and harassment (by Strangers) I developed multiple suicidal thoughts. I decided to watch the first video on my recommend list, and it was this one. this song single-handedly saved my life. Thank you

    The Animated ExoskeletonThe Animated ExoskeletonPrije dan
  • im not even sad or anything I just can't stop hurting myself. I also really hope you're better illy! I love you so much!

    Sydney RamirezSydney RamirezPrije dan
  • I went through tuff bullying and i was unknowingly attacking my mind. I don't want pitty points i just want people to know the darker the sky the brighter the stars. Its ok to feel sad and it is ok to talk

    savannah desiletssavannah desiletsPrije dan
  • keep on going

    Aminatta BurntorangeAminatta BurntorangePrije dan
  • 🤧

    Awesome artAwesome artPrije dan
  • I love this

    Your basic Big dog personYour basic Big dog personPrije dan
  • I really needed this right now

    Dido SauceDido SaucePrije dan
  • don't hurt yourself or we'll cry :( i hope ur okay now in 2021

    Nicholas HicksNicholas HicksPrije dan
  • Whoever disliked, obviously has a mental problem. This song is beautiful.... Oh wait-

    The Sunny SideThe Sunny SidePrije 2 dana
  • out of all of the storytime animators and their songs, this one takes the cake by a landslide if you can even call it that I have autism and I'm only 11 and I haven't started cutting myself but the suicidal thoughts have been the only thing in my had this started when I'm 8 this song captures that perfectly so illymations thank you you have a new subscriber.

    Ebony JohnsonEbony JohnsonPrije 2 dana
  • I'm not crying you're crying!

    CerealwithaforkCerealwithaforkPrije 2 dana
  • Can you please give me ideas to stop my anxiety? I’m only 10 and I’m struggling a lot rn

    Xixi GagsXixi GagsPrije 2 dana
  • This helped me so much! thank you!

    VioletDoveVioletDovePrije 2 dana
  • dont worry soon it will get better just don't self harm yourself ok?

    Bubblegum UwUBubblegum UwUPrije 2 dana
  • Whoever disliked this has no heart. 💔 Cuz they have been hurt before to..

    iiNotBxbyiiNotBxbyPrije 2 dana
  • Is this on Spotify?

    Kashn DeekathusKashn DeekathusPrije 2 dana
    • I think so

      Shiv PatelShiv PatelPrije dan
  • why you gotta make me cry like that?

    RubyRoseRubyRosePrije 2 dana

    Logan RoofLogan RoofPrije 2 dana
    • And you even here

      Bill CipherBill CipherPrije 2 dana
    • No,on yours

      Bill CipherBill CipherPrije 2 dana
  • This made me feel like crying what is the meaning of this I’m sad now

    It’s MilkyIt’s MilkyPrije 2 dana
  • I've hurt myself so many I've had to wear long sleeves in august because I was ashamed of what I did to myself I have you to thank for making mental health a more well known issue

    covecovePrije 2 dana
  • You sound so good!

    Bailey LuchunBailey LuchunPrije 2 dana
  • Wow-

    Aurora BassaniAurora BassaniPrije 2 dana
  • I just had a panic attack from panicking because I wanted to get up go to the kitchen grab a knife and end it, so I'm listening to this song to calm me down its helping a bit.

    a gay cata gay catPrije 3 dana
  • I remember seeing this an thinking about how if a family or friend were depressed, thinking how to react. 3 months later, turns out I'd have to worry about my self. No self harm yet, but it's tempting. Thank you Illy for helping me.

    James PJames PPrije 3 dana
  • This hits way to hard I- I’m going through some stuff and this helped

    mommy issues galoremommy issues galorePrije 3 dana
  • I'm pretty young but because of the world we live in today I have those thoughts and I tell myself that I'm a bad person but it's not me it the world. The world breaks you down with so many things even when your young. This video made me cry.

    Hello This is my nameHello This is my namePrije 3 dana
  • I lost a half-sister to suicide in 2012 and I wish I would’ve known about her suffering. People can always help. You, the one seeing this comment, you’re loved. Seek help. When saying “I love you” to someone, you’re most likely to get one back ❤️❤️❤️❤️

    milkyy_millionmilkyy_millionPrije 3 dana
  • Shut up i just have somthing in my eye

    Randomly ThinkingRandomly ThinkingPrije 3 dana
  • I'm u ❤️

    Reddie 1032 AJReddie 1032 AJPrije 3 dana
  • Well I was not expecting to cry at 8:21 am on a Wednesday

    binglesnortbinglesnortPrije 3 dana
  • I love how you don't beg us to subscribe you're so real unlike other youtubers I've seen in the past

    Miss SparkleskiesMiss SparkleskiesPrije 3 dana
    • @Juicy Steak already have

      Miss SparkleskiesMiss SparkleskiesPrije 3 dana
    • sMaSH tHaT suBsCRiBe bUtToN

      Juicy SteakJuicy SteakPrije 3 dana
  • I feel so sorry for you illy im sure everything will be ok and also your singing is beautiful and amazing can you go america's got talent or any other shows

    Asteroida ButterFlyAsteroida ButterFlyPrije 3 dana
  • This makes me cry every time i watch it

    ꧁ Ja̸ke ꧂꧁ Ja̸ke ꧂Prije 4 dana
  • reasons

    JulianAnimations :PJulianAnimations :PPrije 4 dana
  • but then again you could be a weirdo and like for resins im not going to get into

    JulianAnimations :PJulianAnimations :PPrije 4 dana
  • if you dislike this video your heartless or in Australia

    JulianAnimations :PJulianAnimations :PPrije 4 dana
  • “I like to walk in the rain so no one can see me cry” -??

    Lemon\\BerryꕥLemon\\BerryꕥPrije 4 dana
    • Will tackle ea would just be like tears that got on your head And slowly fell off you know

      gamecat gamesgamecat gamesPrije 2 dana
  • You are important, you are you, and you will always be beautiful.

    Sass MasterSass MasterPrije 4 dana
  • 😣 I wasn't in a mood to cry, but it's okay to cry so- thank you for this because I'm struggling too.

    Ella_.Ella_.Prije 4 dana
  • Warning: the guy a few comments below me. He has friends and they will probably come in as well. Be ready for a load of trolls to raid this video /:

    uuuhu uqwdu9ceuuuuhu uqwdu9ceuPrije 4 dana
  • How on gods name can 1.2k people dislike this? It’s sad yeah but she doesn’t deserve it.

    Kitsune ClovarianKitsune ClovarianPrije 4 dana
  • Hey, if anyone needs to talk, I'm on discord all the time and I'm constantly checking for replies on my comments

    PokématorPokématorPrije 4 dana
  • I love it

    lilly jlilly jPrije 5 dana

    Logan RoofLogan RoofPrije 5 dana
    • wait your logan from the empty vid-GET OUT OF HERE

      PokématorPokématorPrije 3 dana
    • Reported

      Juicy SteakJuicy SteakPrije 3 dana
    • You made 54 comments on this channel. Go out and see your family my guy

      uuuhu uqwdu9ceuuuuhu uqwdu9ceuPrije 4 dana
    • WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU!? She did not deserve to feel like that! Nobody does! This is a very serious thing that actually happened in her life. Never make fun of a suicidal person, its really messed up. Get a life.

      Pinky AnimatesPinky AnimatesPrije 4 dana
    • My guy. My german 8-year-old guy, judging by your pfp. Shut up. No one wants you here. If you were struggling with inner demons would you want people to laugh at you for it?

      PokématorPokématorPrije 4 dana
  • Suicide is no joke, I once was depressed because of some deaths to some very special friends. I once thought of doing it but after I fell in the arms of my now best friend I fell better, recently a family member did suicide. The funeral was really sad. Your loved more then you think, your on this planet because you have a gift no one else has. If you die, you start a chain. We lose your amazing talent and you’ll make everyone sad. If you need to get rid of something talk to someone you love, trust, anyone.

    •Its_gålåxy_Plåyz ••Its_gålåxy_Plåyz •Prije 5 dana
  • Um.. MACKSTICKS..!

    PaceAnimatezPaceAnimatezPrije 5 dana
    • What?

      Deku in a skirtDeku in a skirtPrije 5 dana
  • this song made me rethink what i wanted to do with my depression i got depression because of some friends that made me feel not safe and nervous and made fun of me when i did not do things i have the same friends for 3 years and the just do the same thing every year like make me fell depressed i pretend that i was happy around them but in side i was breaking down in 5 grade i got made fun of by about ten people and the made a chat about me and talked about me behind my back and texting that i was ugly and other things after it i went to the schools concil because i didn’t eat anything i got thinner and thin the only thing i ate was dinner and 4 cups of water and now i don’t know what to do with my friends because they have hurt me a lot

    Astrid LindgrenAstrid LindgrenPrije 5 dana
    • also i was crying inside because ine person was actually one of my best friends and he got so mad at me and he then said i was useless and ugly

      Astrid LindgrenAstrid LindgrenPrije 4 dana
    • @Pokémator what is ur discord

      Astrid LindgrenAstrid LindgrenPrije 4 dana
    • @Pokémator thx those people are really mean and like controlling of my lide

      Astrid LindgrenAstrid LindgrenPrije 4 dana
    • @Pokémator i don’t but i’m getting it

      Astrid LindgrenAstrid LindgrenPrije 4 dana
    • Go make some new friends. I'm always open if you have discord.

      PokématorPokématorPrije 4 dana
  • I cried in this video all the times that I watch

    SesnicSesnicPrije 5 dana
  • Truely, this song moved me! When her mum saw her and stared in disbelief and the guilt in her eyes was so heartbreaking and heartwarming at the same time ❤️ Moved me to tears

    May OthenMay OthenPrije 5 dana
  • Jesus Christ they were gonna kill themselves

    Fi FiFi FiPrije 5 dana
  • This song made me cry

    IXIXPrije 6 dana
  • I thought the thunbnail was La Brava from mha 💀

    Anthony RAnthony RPrije 6 dana
  • Rn im trying to save a friend from suicide and i sent them this vid if they see this is rly hope they dont die Edit: they are still alive thankfully the rope they were gonna use snapped i just want them to be happy

    DeminationsDeminationsPrije 6 dana
    • That’s good! I’m so glad! Remember to tell them you love and need them. And sometimes you have to take drastic measures. I had to manipulate my friend. I feel bad about it, but it kept him alive

      Deku in a skirtDeku in a skirtPrije 5 dana
    • Hey from another suicidal person, just let them know there are people who care about them every once and a while.

      PokématorPokématorPrije 5 dana
  • I didn’t even know I had depression until I went to a mental health specialist for my anxiety. I didn’t have extreme depression but just letting everyone know that sometimes we don’t know we are truly suffering until someone says something.

    Zoe SwensonZoe SwensonPrije 6 dana
  • Your voice is *chef's kiss*

    Zig ZagZig ZagPrije 6 dana
  • Cartoon Network is typing...

    Nicholas RamirezNicholas RamirezPrije 6 dana
  • This song is beaitiful

    Nemanja KocicNemanja KocicPrije 6 dana
  • Thank you so much for this Illy

    LukkaLukkaPrije 6 dana
  • This is now on my cool songs I like playlist which has all my favorites

    Olivia ArambelOlivia ArambelPrije 6 dana
  • ❤️

    Ben ChristianBen ChristianPrije 6 dana
  • This made me cry I needed this

    Gabby NguyenGabby NguyenPrije 7 dana
  • I know how this feels.... I’ve gone mentally insane, because I’m going through this... I’m to young to go thro this too, I’m only 12, I’ve been having a lot of thoughts of self harm, ‘no one would even care’ I will always think, I haven’t done it yet tho, and I have no one to talk to either, no one cares anyways...

    PBCMB MilkshakePBCMB MilkshakePrije 7 dana
    • @Pokémator I do too, what server name do u talk on the most?

      PBCMB MilkshakePBCMB MilkshakePrije 5 dana
    • Hey dude I know how you feel. Like exactly how you feel. Thats exactly how I feel. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm free 99% of the time on discord.

      PokématorPokématorPrije 5 dana
    • I've been like that since 11 years old. But it got better. It'll get better for you, too. Trust me.

      Maki HarukawaMaki HarukawaPrije 6 dana
    • PBCMB Milkshake I care:) ik how u feel

      -insert random name here --insert random name here -Prije 6 dana
  • Beauty song x

    Ava maeAva maePrije 7 dana
  • (Slight TW) This song is absolutely gorgeous. The only think bad about it, in my life, is it wasnt reassuring to me. See, when people mention different ways of self harm, I take it. When I listened to this song, I cried so much. And, about 30 mins after, I took a shower with the heat all the way up, burning my back, and when I was done showering, there were four shallow cuts on my left shoulder. Sorry for unloading some of my baggage into the comments, but there is no way in hell I'm telling my parents about this, and it's the weekend so I cant really talk to my friends(thanks mom and dad for 'needing' to be able to view my texts from your own phone), but talking about it really does help. I cant help myself, but maybe, just maybe, I can help someone else. And, hey, listen, you can win this battle. Win the fight to stay alive. I wont be strong enough too pretty soon. But I know you can. You are not weak. Please, stay alive.

    Stardust DisneyStardust DisneyPrije 7 dana
  • Please read this if u are sturgleing with depression or self harm Your arm is not paper don't cut it Your neck is not a coat don't hang it Your heart is not a door don't lock it Your life is not movie don't end it Please if u are sturgleing get help u matter💓💓❤❤❤💓💓💕💖💕💕💗💚💙💘💜💜💟💞💜💟💌💜

    Karrington RileyKarrington RileyPrije 7 dana
    • @Deku in a skirt At least you have a lover, no one has ever liked me like that. And family can be like that. Fuck the people who think you aren't good enough. You're just struggling and need a helping hand.

      PokématorPokématorPrije 5 dana
    • @Pokémator my family are the ones who told me I couldn’t love what I love. My friends are the ones who told me I didn’t deserve to be trusted. They’re the ones who made me give up everything only to kill themselves after telling me I hadn’t done enough. They’re the ones who are hurting me. They wouldn’t care. I’m only alive for my lover

      Deku in a skirtDeku in a skirtPrije 5 dana
    • @Deku in a skirt Man you do matter. People would be sad if you left. Same case for me, but I think my family deserves to be hurt like that.

      PokématorPokématorPrije 5 dana
    • I’ve been getting help for months. It hasn’t changed anything. I don’t matter if nobody cares. I don’t matter

      Deku in a skirtDeku in a skirtPrije 5 dana
    • Its more complicated than that though...

      PokématorPokématorPrije 5 dana
  • This video is so beautiful and I hope your doing better illy 😃

    Anna BrockAnna BrockPrije 7 dana
  • I didnt cry after thsi song... YOU DID

    KjngxstonKjngxstonPrije 8 dana
    • Also you did cry you can't lie

      gamecat gamesgamecat gamesPrije 4 dana

      gamecat gamesgamecat gamesPrije 4 dana

    KjngxstonKjngxstonPrije 8 dana
  • i'll do it on my own try to fix it i felt that

    colour cactuscolour cactusPrije 8 dana
  • I use to scar my self to because I felt worthless This is a really great and inspiring song 👍🏽

    2.02.0Prije 8 dana
  • I only have one problem with this: why isn't it on Spotify?

    JactressJactressPrije 8 dana
  • this song hits hard. I too was having suicidal thoughts, and I came very close to just giving up.

    micah bailinmicah bailinPrije 8 dana
  • This Song is BUTIFFFUUULLL And I really relate, but I know it will get better love y'all

    hat smacerhat smacerPrije 8 dana
  • i'm litterly crying here

    Backpack drawingsBackpack drawingsPrije 8 dana
  • My depression started at 6. I’m sorry to hear you’ve been struggling too. (Kinda late comment)

    gatzegatzePrije 8 dana
  • This song makes me cry everytime, especially when she hugs her mom. ME HEART

    Alicia SpectrumAlicia SpectrumPrije 9 dana
  • I loved this song from the beginning but now it hits different 👁👄👁 💧

    Gacha_Failure_ ÙwÚGacha_Failure_ ÙwÚPrije 9 dana
  • I love/Hate how this is my mental health in a song

    Vanny._. Viberzx.-.Vanny._. Viberzx.-.Prije 9 dana
  • I burst into tears when the part with the mom came

    Dandy MelonDandy MelonPrije 9 dana
  • This video is beautiful, your voice is melodious, and just hearing you sing this song sent tingles throughout my body: the good ones I get when I hear a wonderful song.

    Alex HarwellAlex HarwellPrije 9 dana
  • dislikes are from people who stopped at 1:50 and don't want you to feel sad and hurt

    Alexei SteeleAlexei SteelePrije 9 dana
  • I just talked with my mom about how I feel, and in my head the thought of letting go has come ... well I took my computer I put YT and your song appeared translated into my language, I read the lyrics and cried, then I saw your video and finish crying more. I think I just want to say to all this ... thank you for making me feel that I am not alone and reinforcing my idea that music is the most beautiful thing in this world and that it has saved me many times.

    Michelle DelgadoMichelle DelgadoPrije 9 dana